Quick update becaue it's after midnight and I have work in the morning. My last post didn't leave you all well. I really...the problems still nag at me, but I'm learning to cope and except the fact that I have some good-sized issues with myself. I think that's why I write angst works sometimes, because I feel unhappy with myself.
But since late March, I went to Tennesse for a spring break volunteer trip, during which I recieved some information for an interview. I now work as a children's librarian in a town 20 miles away. It pays for (part) of the student loans (the other part my parents are helping with because, otherwise, I'll never move out of the house, and that would be hell), and other things like gas and the occasional splurge after not spending money for months.
Stories? Well, newsies is coming along swimmingly in the notebook, as is Beauty and the Beast. I find it difficult to sit at the computer these days and write. The notebook sessions are so easy to write out because I'm for free-handing it with my scribbles and notes.
Young Guns II...I just need to finish it, get it over and done. I still love my Chavez, but, like Escaflowne, my heart is just not in it anymore. I know what I want to do, but I can't get and keep hold if it for very long before it flys away again. I refuse to let it sit unfinished, but it's just been really difficult. I mean, jesus, it's been 7 years since I started this story, and there are other projects I'd like to do. I will do my best to still write a good story, but these will be the last adventures for Chavez and me.
I Breathe to Feel : Annoyed.